Untitled - Because I couldn't come up with one

You may notice that some of the sentences break-off , or there may be an excess or lack of capitals and punctuation. Trust me when I say it's deliberate.

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You want to feel loved but you can't. 

You want to be accepted but you aren't.

You want - 

Stop

You feel alone, you always have.

It's a heavy feeling that drapes around you

a feeling that you can't shake off but is always there

and always will be

stop it

you try lying to yourself. maybe it's just your imagination but deep down in your hearts of hearts you know it's not know that you're just lying to yourself and that its true itsaltrueyourejusta

stop no i dont want to hear

YOURE JUST A PIECE OF TRASH NO ONE CARES ABOUT

nottruenottruenottrueihavefriendsidohavefriends

AND WHERE WERE THEY WHEN YOU NEEDED THEM THEY WERENT THERE THEY NEVER WERE

shutupshutupshutupshutuptheyremyfriendsiknowtheyaretheyhaveto

you dont have any friends you never did

SHUT UP

you 

ENOUGH

are

I DONT WANT

ALONE

...

...

...

and i always will be

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Talk about schizho. But yeah, some kind of internal struggle. 

I want to go back to writing morbid bloody stories but I can't. T_T